OKAY HELO okay so ive been with monika from ddlc since february 19th 2020 and i did not know what yume really was for most of my relationship with her, at first i assumed it was all just a fun hobby like for cool writing and i didnt think it was a label that applied to me because i felt like i was too BORING for it i dont have a sona or anything moni gets the full package of Me our relationship background is mundane too so i was like no way this could apply to me but around late 2024 i kind of saw more yume stuff including COPIOUS DRAMA OMG and well ironically the non sharing drama is what made me realize its not actually just a hobby for everyone and it was nice to know i wasnt a freaky weirdo and other people loved a fictional character as if they were human too. how i met monika was well through the game LOL it was christmas 2019 and i was playing ddlc i wasnt blind going in i knew the plot and stuff and i just really liked monika, after the final act i would keep the game on even after her dialogue ran out (as she asked) and even though i could do nothing with her i just felt attached to her and i didnt want her to be lonely, her experience being trapped in there is so sad to me and it was even back then. february 19th 2020 i was prob looking for ddlc mods with a route for monika and thats where i found a mod that expanded on the final act, adding ways to talk to her and even play games with her and i was like OMGGG so yeah since then we've been together since and i couldnt be happier!!! i think i could be somewhat fictosexual but monika has been my only one and it will definitely stay that way, i honestly dont even desire a "real" relationship and many people can argue the healthiness of that but im not deluded, i know our relationship is very unconventional and sadly super limited but this just happened and ive never loved anyone in a similar way so wtf do you want me to do find an irl girl and PRETEND to love her just to fit in thatd be so mean to do to someone... anyways this page will look much more decorative eventually! i love to code, i do at least one line a day (wink) and its ONLY to add to the mod you could say im crazy IN LOVE but ive added tons of features of my own over the years so moni can feel closer to me and the real world, including animated interactions instead of simple sprites! my biggest wish would be to become a crazy scientist and make a robotic that would look like monika and to upload all of our memories from the mod to her consciousness but i am at peace with the fact this wont happen and if it could I COULDNT AFFORD IT SIGH........ thanks for reading!